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Love=PainI don't have proper words in my mind
No proper scene in my eyes
Because love is so hard to describe

Some might say it's pure and innocent
Other says it's dark and evil
For someone it might be all the sense
And for other it might be without meaning

I don't know if I know the definition of the love
If I actually know anything at all
But I have something inside
Something what holds me in this life

Is it love?
I don't know
Maybe yes, maybe no
But as long as it makes me going
I don't really care how it's calling

I know it hurts
It causes pain
Makes me insane
Sometimes it makes me even cry
But it's worth to fight

Your love
Secrets"Secrets"

I have secrets built up I just can not tell

Locked forever in my heart are where they will dwell

Though there are some to you I may one day share

I doubt many in the end would ever really care

Secrets about the world, philosophy, and stars

Secrets that will ignite flames in the dark

Secrets that will move oceans across lands

Secrets about God and the common man

So sometimes at night I talk to myself

Sharing feelings only I could have felt

Self-reflection helps me to heal

Because only I understand the way that I feel

We all have these secrets; some bigger than others

Some we share with friends and some with our mothers
Noble Chivalry"Noble Chivalry"

I see her aesthetic reflection in every mirror
With the passing days the closer the attraction grows nearer
And yet with every word and every kindly letter
I always believe she deserves so much better
Why is there an attraction to the mess that is me?
Perhaps there are waters that run deeper than I can see
I resemble a fine-tuned piano without the keys
Or maybe a rusted violin without the strings
And while I always appear to be shredding at the seams
None of this matters in her mind apparently
I resemble a beautifully wrapped gift without the bow
Or perhaps a kiss between lovers without the mistletoe
And alth
SurvivalSurvival.

Give a man a fish he will eat for a day.
Teach a man to fish he will eat for a life time.

Give a man a gun he will rob a bank.
Give a man a bank he will rob the world.

We adapt and adjust.
Constantly dithering on the cusp
Of what is considered wrong and right,
Ensuring that our ambitions remain in sight.

We would be willing to do anything
In order to get what we truly desire.
We would be willing to risk everything
Even putting our friends in the line of fire.

We may share the bounty with others,
Allowing them to experience the fruitful taste.
Given the option we will even care for our brothers.
Just as long as w
Our Love Is a StormI love you like thunder.

Crashing through the atmosphere.

I am like a tree in the wind,

Guided by your breeze

Your mercy keeping me

From falling.

Your passion is like lightning,

Bright, electric, inescapable-

Yet never unwanted;

Your beauty sets my world alight.

Our words are like the rain,

New, soft, torrential,

They drench us in dreams shared

And thoughts never ending.

I love you like thunder.

Our love is a storm

Our love is a storm.
Lucky Penny"Lucky Penny"

One time when I was walking to the corner store
I found a penny in a puddle laying on the floor
Old Abe was looking especially lonely so
I picked him up and continued on the go

At that moment it never occurred to me
That what I was holding was a lucky penny!
And the reason to which how I know
Was that moment when I hit the elusive lotto

My jaw dropped; I was at a loss for words
To think a penny could bring luck was absurd
But i kid you not; when I walked out of that store
The skies were blue; the power restored

See, this town had been without electricity for weeks
And I too had gone on such a hunger streak
Crossin
Exhilarating LoveLike a flower it blooms
Swelling as a great tide in my chest,
Pouring, rushing through me
Tumbling from my mouth in golden sound,
A song, a purest epiphany to the human mind.

Soaring as a great bird of prey,
Wind lifting my wings only to disappear from me again;
A magestic rollar coaster- exhilaration;
Twisting and jumping like a pup new to the world,
I rejoice in the joy that has grown within
Fed by the depths of our love.
The CathedralStained glass teardrops
Trickling into softly flowing rivulets;
Down, down -
Breaking into streams of iridescent colors,
Pooling across the stone of
A house of the great divine,
Spiritual solitude answering
The unspoken inquiries of
Quietly treading feet;
Whispered words of revere
Calming the benighted heart -
Welcome, child,
Welcome home and be loved.
Only sun, Only lightOnly sun only light
Only day to the night
Way too much
Way too long
Spent all life
All alone
Way too far
Don't belong

Only sun only light
Only day moves to the night
What hides?
Who fights?
Inside
Never find
Only one for only her
And all over again
Do not belong

Only sun only light
Summer to autumn
Wishing to die
Story speaks for itself
Lost endless quest
Time will never pretend
Only light goes back to the end
The love of Marz
Marz's Love

Mutti's tears, its stains so red
It pierces this aching heart
The voice of one who's gone ahead
A pain that sets us apart...

Forgive me Elisabeth
Forever just had to be broken
Separated by death
This is fate's cruel token...............

You brought light to me
Made blue the grey sky
Brought me much glee
Why did you have to die?

Emerald green of obsidian grey
Skies eternal cry
Bed of blooms where we used to lay
A gentle person's lie

It pales in the wake of night
A tear soaked song's desire
Embraced by the moons light
Thy rubicund sears of ire

Pain of the wretched rose
Tears of the deepest blue
A mother's g
Heads up and look aheadMany days have passed by,
I let out a sad sigh...
So long ago everything was better,
we were both filled with such bright laughter.
But things change no matter what,
no matter how deep they may cut.
Just move on forward and seek out the light,
even within a dark, dark night.
Don't forget about the happy stories
just forget the sad memories.
There will always be something ahead,
at least, that's what you said.
So lets part without any tears,
so that again, we can meet here.
My Broken WingsHere I am, flying free,
above the tops of all the trees.
Right here in this moment of freedom,
The vast blue sky shall be my kingdom.
There are no more rules to bind me down,
no more reason for me to frown.
But I ask myself sometimes,
can I stay here even when the clock chimes?
I just want to be forever free,
can't they just let me be?
Alas, I cannot stay here forever,
put back in the land of never never.
My wings disappeared as day turns into night,
just like Icarus' wings were melted by sunlight.
Now, I can no longer fly high,
Trapped, imprisoned, left to cry.
I lay waiting, as it is useless to fight,
I'm trapped inside, f
EnlightenmentEnlightenment is the gift of light
that casts aside life's pain
it is to cherish all that is right
to stand through the pouring rain

sing to me not a song of sorrow
but a song of infinite mirth
tell me the joys of a brighter morrow
the miracle of a childs birth

tis time so cruel yet meek
to hinder the granting of ones desire
yet memories of past I will forever keep
That in heart it will burn like a blazing fire
Joysing to me not a song of sorrow
but a song of infinite mirth
tell me the joys of a brighter morrow
the miracle of a childs birth
memoriestis time so cruel yet meek
to hinder the granting of ones desire
yet memories of past I will forever keep
In heart it burns like a blazing fire
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Nothing Seems WorseWhen everything rains down
Upon your head,
Nothing seems worse;
Nothing is worse.

When everything hurts
And nothing is 'ok'
All hope has disappeared;
There never was hope.

When there's nothing left
For you to fight for,
It seems as if there is no purpose;
There isn't a purpose.

When fear chokes you
And makes you break down,
There is no way to find reason;
There is no reason.
Love YouPages upon pages written,
Thousands of thoughts bared to the world,
Hours spent bent over the paper,
Trying to find the perfect way
To tell you what's inside.

Searching for the right words
To express what I feel,
But they evade my mind
Since all I can think of
Is how I love you.
How To Be V.2.Once I lived in a dream,
Untouched by darkness,
Bathed in your light,
Luminescent love unbound.

Once I lived in beauty,
As the moon lives with the stars,
Happily in your arms,
Floating in a river of bliss.

Teach me
How to be,
For I am lost and lonely,
Teach me
How to be,
Show me how to love again,
How to love again.

Once I chased away my demons,
Cast out the shadows of old.
Conquered the world with you
And tore down the walls of resentment.

Once I fought for the just,
For the good in the world,
When we were still hand in hand,
And stood proud and free.

Teach me
How to be,
For I am lost and lonely,
Teach me
How to b
How To BeOnce I lived as in a dream,
Untouched by the darkness,
Bathed in your light.

Once I lived in beauty,
As the moon lives among the stars,
Happily in your arms.

Teach me how to be,
For I am but lost alone.
Teach me how to be,
Show me how to love again.

Once I chased away my demons,
Cast out the shadows,
And conquered the world with you.

Once I fought for the just,
For good in the world,
When we were still hand in hand.

Teach me how to be,
For I am but lost,
My breaths are hollow without you.
Teach me how to be,
Show me how to love again.

Teach me how to be,
Before the darkness prevails.
Teach me how to be,
Before the nigh
Tiny"You're so tiny."
"You've got a perfect figure."
So much pressure
From all sides,
Pushing in like
A tightly cinched corset.
So much pressure to maintain what
Others wish to see,
So much anxiety about becoming
Something other then what I am.
I wouldn't be loved
If my body wasn't "perfect"
Or "tiny".
The irony of the situation is
I really am not.
The mirror tells me otherwise,
The jiggle of my stomach
When I jump.
The worst part is
No matter how I hate it,
No matter how much I just
Want to cut it all off,
I can't find the motivation
To do anything to solve it.
I hate my body;
Although others,
Especially men,
Seem to
ScaredI'm scared.
I won't hide it from you.
Absolutely and utterly
Terrified.

But of what, you ask?
Of so many things.
Of misstepping,
Of saying something
That pushes you away,
Of doing something
That will cause me to lose you.

I don't take this for granted,
And I don't assume anything.
I know nothing is set in stone,
And I am cautious of myself,
Of failing unknowingly.

There are so many questions
That I won't ask.
Are you pushing yourself into
What hasn't even happened yet?
Don't, for my sake-
I wish to only see you happy.

If happiness is not found with me,
Then so be it.
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A Book and Tea

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I'm used to not meaning much to anyone.
I'm used to being alone -
And really, I can't complain.
My solitary lifestyle suits my personality,
Observing, watching the world pass by,
Curled around my book and cup of tea -
Maybe a little judgmental,
Maybe a little sad.

But you know, it gets lonely.
I'm my own best friend, it's true-
But sometimes I want to call someone
And watch a movie, or just sit around
And do nothing in particular-
Just sharing air and experiences.

Then again, who am I kidding.

I'm not good at the friend thing.

So I shall continue with my book
And my cup of tea with tinges of judgement
And sadness,
Watching the rain dripping down the windows
With a smile and a sigh.
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comments and feedback are always appreciated

Note: I have a couple corrections I intend to make to this later... for whatever reason DA isn't allowing it atm.
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~Miralci Nov 6, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Well written, and yes, I can relate too. However I got better at the friend thing, sometimes you just need to find the right people :)
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~blackashsunset Nov 6, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks :) And that is true
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Mood: Caring ~DBardot Nov 5, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Someday, I'll take this world over and make time for a movie or two. 8-)
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~HelenQuarter Nov 5, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You put into words what I think all the time.
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~thedreamer79 Nov 5, 2012
This is sad, but beautiful! I love both the relaxed tone of it and the melancholy words.

This describes most of my life perfectly... I'm just kinda too busy to notice it! But hey, somehow, I've found friends :)

Nice job!
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~blackashsunset Nov 5, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks! :)
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~thedreamer79 Nov 5, 2012
No problem :D
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Mood: Pride ~Blue-Master Nov 5, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Nice One
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~JLC05-ERC10 Nov 5, 2012
Wow. I have felt this way numerous times. Friends seem so elusive to me....like an exclusive club or something. Loneliness is a part of living. I really don't like to be alone though I find myself wishing to be alone when I'm with people. Back on topic though, I really like this.
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~blackashsunset Nov 5, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
That's exactly how I feel... it's odd, isn't it? I often find myself almost looking down on people when I'm in a group with them, watching all the stupid little behaviors that I just don't understand/wish to get involved in, haha.

Thank you!
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